Gareth

I've just had an extremely distressing conversation with Gareth, and its been such a good sunday as well, which almost never happens. I really dont get the idea of closure, i wonder if its just a way for people with obsessive compulsive disorder to continually bring up really painful situations with people who dont want to discuss them. And why does this conversation have to happen anyway??? why would you need to know how things ended from my point of view when you were the one doing the dumping?? doesnt that sound ridiculous???? I realise unblocking him from facebook may not have been the best idea in the world but it was really on my mind to do, i dont like unfriending someone, it seems really unnecessarily cruel and i really really aspire to be a nice person. So why would you bring this up again? its been almost a whole year, thats a long time and im okay with what happend now, im actually thankful that it happend, so why is it painful to have to talk about it again? doesnt that suck? how am i getting blamed for something that really wasnt my fault? How do you show Jesus in this situation?